Zhen zhen jia jia , jia jia zhen zhen , fan xi dou shi xu kong .
Now i can no longer see wat is reality .
Am i able to entrust u with my sorrows or are u the one making me sad?
Love or brothership is more important?
own happiness and other people happiness which is more important?
Be a good person? or Be a bad person?
Kind or evil?
I have decided on wat i shall do .
All this pain and suffering i shall help everyone that is inside to keep .
Why not let others happy .
One person suffer is enough .
Foolish? May be ba but guess my life is make up of all the foolish bullshit.
Pure friends or Lovers?
I always have no right to decide .
Wat mine shall be mine wat will nvr be mine shall nvr come to me .
Love is something that will nvr come to me however hard i tried .
4 yrs? 6 months? 3 month? or a few weeks ?
Wasted 5 years jus to get more and more saddness .
So decided to locked all this things up .
All this shall become a bad memory , a bad lesson for myself .
Telling myself nvr ever trust someone so much agn .
Lost Trust
8:47 AM <3